i've been doing much thinking during this new year :
and anyone that knows me,
knows that last year for me SUCKED major.
i feel like my parents dont take my aspirations seriously
i work my ass off
i push myself
and i guess people can't see that.
i feel left out at school
i dont belong to any particular group
and all my friends are in groups.
BUT this year is going to be different
this year i will:
.continue to work my ass off and actually have something to show for it
.not let anything hold me back
.give everything i do 150%
.make better friends (at school that is)--all my other friends are just fine.
i WANT this musical theatre thing to work out.
i want to push myself to be a better dancer and singer
i want people to notice me.
i want this more than anything i've ever wanted
but most of all...
i want people to know that i'm so serious about this.
well this was a crazy post
but i got a lot off my chest.
i guess that's good. right?